pumping mother..feeling

This is what i am doing right now.. expressing milk.. for my beloved son..
i feel satisfied when everyday, i manage to give about 10 oz to fahri's babysitter for consuming by fahri that day..

Fahri, please pray for mama sayang.. if mama get better job, insyaAllah our live will be better.. we move to new house sayang.. suitable place for child growth..
I do this just for you sayang...